Monday, June 1, 2009

Fail

so it did not happen...I hate to say it out loud but I am not pregnant.
So I gotta start allover.
So now I am having a pint of Smirnoff Ice.
Yes that is my immature way of dealing with this.
I am devastated but already planning on the next step..
I am gonna take two days to get drunk....then I will start allover..

I am still waiting for my nervous breakdown.
And on top of all of it i work with assholes...

yeah

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Savannah,you just described my story, i've been on the exact road you've been, after failing my second egg donation transfer decided to take a month off, a month later i started bleeding finding out i had conceived naturally and was miscarrying it. i was 6 weeks along......i'm devestated, crushed, heart broken.....wish i was dead instead......
Best of luck to you my dear, don't lose the faith.....

S said...

Thank u for your comment.
I am wishing you the best of luck as well. Don't give up!
Lotsa hugs.