Wednesday, April 27, 2011

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Today I am soo very happy that someone that I am very close with found what possibly could be the man for the rest of her life...so excited for her....

BUT and I feel BAD ...I am thinking why could this not happen to me? what is wrong with me?
I feel horrible for being a but jealous...
I guess usually I am okay with the fact that I am apparently romatically challenged, but on some days it gets to me...especially when I am tired and did not have enough sleep cause my baby girl is teething....sigh

I need to shake this off or I will feel guilty for being jealous...

am I weird or is this normal?
sigh
But as I have done throughout this blog I will put my smile on and keep on going and try to be a better person.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

babies are smart

yes they are...they are down right sneakey... My lil cute angel for example that is in the best of moods all day will cry and scream bloody murder as soon as I leave her room after putting her to bed. I thought I had gotten used to the crying and she was falling asleep sooner BUT now she has a new cry. One that goes straight to your heart. It sounds like something is seriously wrong with her. It makes u feel guilty for letting her cry, it makes u cry, it it it just gets to you...so now I am almost back to square one...I can last 20 min and then there is nothing that can keep me out of that room. Sigh...I swear babies create that special cry to keep their momma close...hehe

Sunday, April 10, 2011

1st bday party

Hmmmm what to do for a First Birthday Party? Of course I want everything to be super special and perfect. But she is not gonna know the difference really... Here is what I know so far...I want a pink cake for her...me and one of her grandmas are gonna make and I am gonna use the cake topper from my babyshower...and I wanna get banners and napkins that say 1st Birthday and and I wanna make her a t-shirt that says 1st bday..... and balloons...and oh I wish I could have a cake like on the show cake boss...but I will save that for when the princess has a lil kids bday in school...hehehe we shall see...its all family and grown ups for guest anyways so they are gonna not care for all my pink ideas...haha no matter what its gonna be a great day! I am sooo excited...and a lil said that her first year is already over. Maybe she will have a tooth for her bday...she will not walk yet for sure...

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Sweet mommy success.....

or did I just get lucky?


So Sunday after the park my lil angel was asleep within 2o minutes, yesterday within 12 min


and today all I had to do is to read her good night story twice and she had her eyes closed....then I walked out and she cried for a minute and then she was asleep...


Sweeeet!!!!


I am sooo proud of myself that I made it thru all the crying...I know its probably not over yet.



But this good, I can do it!!!

Saturday, April 2, 2011

we love the outdoors

so me and the lil lady love to be outdoors... we go walking twice a day otherwise my lil girl will not sleep. She loves snoozing in fresh air no matter if it is cold, raining or hot...she is a real fresh air fanatic...haha So you would think all this walking would make me loose some weight, but nah I had to stop eating like a horse first...I am now deprieving myself of a lot of foods for a while ...10 more pounds till my pre pregnancy jeans... but y'all dont worry about me I am still sneaking in a small piece of pie here and there...hehe And once we got this sleep thing down I will exercise more too. Hey I gotta be bikini ready so I can go to the pool with my girl and her grandma. Today was an absolutely beautiful warm day and I hope we will have another one today so we can hang out in the backyard...we got a new swing we gotta try out. yeap we love the outdoors and pretty soon we are ready for lil day trips