Sunday, January 27, 2013

I am still here...smile

So it has been a while since I posted.
And one thing I can never forget and is for always on my mind...my infertility.
You all may say: what is her problem she has a child, she reached her goal.
Yes that is very true and I am very happy with my little girlt
BUT
everytime I see some mommy from gym class or other kidde groups pregnant I
do so wish I could give my lil one a brother or sister.
Now I have become more tolerant around pregnant women...I used to strongly dislike
them for no reason at all...now I can at least tolerate them and I can talk to them about the baby.
I could not do that before only when I was pregnant.

So I think I will forever suffer from this...it will always spook around in my thoughts and for
always brake my heart...

yes that may sound stupid but that is how I feel.
And yes I am very happy nonetheless