intertility

is something u always live with even when u have reached your goal of having a baby.

a blog that helped me

the other day I thought of a blog that helped me and that I read on an almost daily basis.

And now I have not followed cause I am too busy and too tired at night

I used to always think that lady

is soo lucky but I now realize she had a much longer road than I had.

I need to read up

she and her blog were almost like my only friends in this for a long time

www.tertia.org

15 months old

and lots of times I still think I am dreaming.

I remember our first night in the hospital together. I could not sleep because I was afraid something would happen to her.

I was afraid to drive in a car with her or bring her around people...it gets better with time.

But I still check to hear her breathes if I watch TV and dont here lil baby sighs for a while.

I still worry.

But in a different way.

She is growing so fast...and wants to try different things every day.

And her momma wishes every day to see her at 6 weeks, 3 months or 9 months again.

Sigh

I am grateful every day for my lil angel