going stronger

I am trying to get back in a little bit of shape and trying to shed a few pounds and eat more healthy and be more happy and hopefully things will click and fall into place

tough road ahead still

Well the last few weeks have been really tough.
But I need to keep believing that there is a light at the end of this tunnel.
So I continue with my accupuncture and I am trying to remain calm and cool.
And I will continue one day at the time.

It is not easy but hey who's life is easy.

Maybe I should just give up

Well here I am going thru doubts and mild depression again while everyone around me is having babies....

I am not sure I can do this anymore....my whole life is infertility...I cannot remember any happy days in my life.....days where I do not think about this.

I don't know!!!

start of another cycle

And here goes the start of another cycle.....We shall see how it goes.
I am in good spirits. I have cut back on my overtime. And I am trying to be positive about things. I try to do things that make me happy or at least keep me somewhat calm and normal...lol

Acupuncture has changed my life now lets just hope it will change the most important thing in my life.
I will keep posting.

decreasing or eliminating stress

this is my goal for this month...eliminate or at least reduce stress.
Good sleep. At least 7-8 hours and less stress.
My life or anything that is important im my life depends on.
So I will give this my best.