Wednesday, May 27, 2009

calm before the storm?

So it turns out my leftover embryos have been discarded...guess they were no good. So that means the 2 that have been implanted to me have to work.
Otherwise I will have to start ALL OVER AGAIN...and charge up my credit cards with another 15.000 dollars...yeahaa

So needless to say I am kinda confused, upset and very anxcious.
So it is do or die on Monday.
I am much calmer than I thought I would be.
But that may be the calm before the storm.
On Monday may life will either be perfect or I will fall apart.

so I am now enjoying the calm before the storm....or maybe jsut maybe I will get very very lucky and there will be no storm

Dreaming

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