Christmas is over and I survived.
Upon returning to work I hear about more people being pregnant. Of which one had 3 kids already taken away by court. Has two running around under 3 which she does not take care of. And I ask myself whatever did I do that I do not deserve ONE baby and this girl is having no.6 and does not take care of any of them.
Things like this is what makes this so hard.
Also I am already dragging on my decision that I was supposed to make.
And I don't know why? Am I scared all of a sudden or just lazy and tired.
So once again this is not really a Road to Pregnancy ...it just seems like a road to NOWHERE....
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