Saturday, September 5, 2009

well loosing it is no fun

So i have been hiding from the world because I am calmer without people around.
Late this afternoon i just had this feeling of calm come over me....a feeling that I just could win....this infertility game I play....

But then I immediately get mad at myself for putting to much into it....

hell....I am in hell

but hell at least i am calm for now...

I am even debating on joining my friends for lunch tomorrow...
we shall see if i wake up as evil or good tomorrow.

sigh

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