But then what else is new. Bang now I owe more money again and it drives me crazy. And the upcoming surgery is gonna cost me even more. Wow I have no idea how I am gonna do all this. And on top of all I am scared of this surgery. I cannot loose any more female organs or I won't be a damn female anymore.
I already don't feel like one anymore.
So I am stressing big time!
Plus now the thought is slowly occurring to me that this could all fail and
I will be out of a shitload of money with absolutely nothing to show for than a broken heart.
I am so not prepared to even think about that. How do I keep going?
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