Well just as I got off work today I got a call from my egg donation coordinator. They cancelled my appointment for tomorrow. (The one that I lost about a weeks worth of sleep over)
And they made me the same appointment for next week.
Something like the projected transfer week of November 19 works better for the donor.
Well I guess one week does not make much of a difference. I guess I keep forgetting that my eggs actually come from a real person that has a real life that she is putting on hold just like me
and just for me and the other recipient.
I guess that makes me really selfish.....cause this is like the first time that I didn't just think about what all this waiting does to me........wow what must all this do the a person giving her eggs away outta the kindness of her heart to help me and another woman to have what we so badly desire. Yes she does get paid but I do not think that there is many women that can do that JUST for the money. I mean come on she would have to think for the rest of her life that there is two half-of-her-babies out there that she will never get to see.
Wow I must say if I would have perfect eggs I am not sure if I could do that although now I am depending on it....I don't know if that makes me a coward or selfish. But I think I would be very emotional about giving pieces of me away.
But then I guess before I was in this situation I had never even heard about egg donation.
Now that I know how many woman have similar problems I would probably feel different about donating...if I could.
Well here goes another week of sleepless nights in anticipation.
oh and BIG THANKS to my donor ...whoever she is...she is my HERO.
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