despite some small difficulties xmas was not so bad after all.
I made it thru a lot. Even a few new baby arrival news and one infant and mommy visit.
I did not cry and was glad not to be asked to hold the baby or the dreaded question as to when am I gonna have one.
guess once you are over 40 people stop asking?
Gosh this sounds so stupid to my ears even. I am afraid of baby news and seeing new babies...how sad to be this messed up.
Sometimes I think I am just numb...sometimes nothing bothers me anymore.
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