Well things are happening now...my fertility temperature chart is looking better and I can feel my body changing.....it is weird and I cannot explain it.
BUT I just know I am gonna ovulate this month.....I have so much hope now and I am not afraid to hope and I refuse to think negative...
yes I am excited....Today for the first time in a long time I feel like a woman....
not like a broken has-been woman....
heck I may even flirt with a guy tomorrow.....grin
With all my female faults I have just felt broken and damaged and now I feel like a woman again as stupid as this may sound.
Well we shall see.
I feel better and stronger then I have in a long time.
I have been thinking about getting a new tattoo. A Chinese symbol for strength
because I sure have more than I ever thought I would.
BUT I just know I am gonna ovulate this month.....I have so much hope now and I am not afraid to hope and I refuse to think negative...
yes I am excited....Today for the first time in a long time I feel like a woman....
not like a broken has-been woman....
heck I may even flirt with a guy tomorrow.....grin
With all my female faults I have just felt broken and damaged and now I feel like a woman again as stupid as this may sound.
Well we shall see.
I feel better and stronger then I have in a long time.
I have been thinking about getting a new tattoo. A Chinese symbol for strength
because I sure have more than I ever thought I would.
I am actually proud of myself. YES I AM
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