Hanging in there....

as usual.
My mood is good and I am not done yet.
Hopefully good news this months.
If not it may be back to egg donation.
I am tired of waiting...wanna be a mommy
before I am 50

lol

feeling better

Wow finally feeling a little better again.
Except for a little anxiety and a backache.

I have a long weekend off and I am gonna try to do a lot of nice
and relaxing things. Also I need to get back to swimming..its been
almost 2 weeks.

So I am gonna keep going!!!

hope for me yet?

I read on one of my favorite blogs today that this 70 year old woman gave birth to twins recently with invitro.......guess there should be help for me yet since I am 30 years younger?
lol
this world is crazy.

I just want one chance

What if I am running out of time?

Well this month my chart is saying I did not ovulate so that kinda worries me.
Today I have had the worst cramps I have had in like 12 years. I almost called 911 whwn I could not breath and was about to pass out. It was scary.

I guess I need to either go to my clinic or gyno to make sure I am okay.

But I am not giving up.